Stillness

I am a little worried Lord. I read that the author Henri Nouwen also went through very dark and dull places during prayer and this really scares me. I so enjoy the stillness, the communion - the senses. I need to feel, my goodness, what will happen if I stop feeling? And yet I know you are beyond this, and I know that you will give me grace to continue even if you stop my feelings. Still it scares me right now.

All I want to do is reveal You to everyone I meet. I want to be invisible, may everyone see only You, sweet Christ, our Saviour.

Bless my children Adelina and Thomas, and my husband Ivan - keep them in your embrace, that when with You I am also with them together.

from me